My how life changes.

This summer has been an interesting one. Full of twists and turns and changes. I don't know that I'm brave enough to really talk about all of them yet, but I will say that it has led me to a lot of self discovery. I have found myself questioning every decision and wondering about everything. Because of what I have been through this summer though, I have learned some improtant things.

I have learned what is really important to me, what I REALLY want out of life.

I have learned who my real friends are, and that I truly can count on them.

I have gained more respect for my mom than I ever thought was possible.

I have learned that life is HARD. So very hard, and there are no easy passes, no get out of jail free cards. Life is just hard and how we handle those challenges, makes us who we are.

I have learned that beyond a shadow of a doubt, I am where I am for a reason. God put me in this family, with these people, for a purpose. My upbringing was not an accident. My marriage was not an accident. My children are not mine just by chance. I have been groomed to be where I am right now. God has a plan, and his plan will not be frustrated.

I have also learned that I have the choice to accept or reject the plan that God has for me. God has designed a path for me that he wants me to take, but it is my choice whether to follow it or not. If I don't want to go this way, I don't have to.

There are lessons for me to learn from everyone around me and it is my job to find and learn those lessons.

Being positive is the most important thing. Even if I get teased for it, I will still be happier if I can look for the good and the joy around me.

The most important thing I have learned is that forgiveness is power. I can't explain it. I don't completely understand it yet myself, but I know that forgiveness is an amazing gift and an amazing responsibility. It is something that needs to be given out freely and asked for wisely.

I hope that I can use this new knowledge to better my life and the lives of my family. This summer is a turning point for me, it's up to me which way it turns me. I am hoping that by walking with the Lord, I can use the trials in my life to make me a better, happier person. A better wife, mother and daughter. I am pleased with the changes that I have made so far, and hope to have the strength to continue on this path. I know with the Lord, I can.

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